u are my happy pill ((:
Wednesday, April 26, 2006

WEDNESDAY , 26 APR

hoho! i ended lessons at 11.30 today.
supposedly 12
is finally a free day for mi

des called and asked mi to work
i refused.. cos ive been going on mon and tues
i nid rest. i cant work everyday. i will juz die

not going canoe training today!
had a bad cough and i hurt my both ankles today
thanks ah benedict. i wunt be blacklisted.
=.- my leg is super pain
i used lyk 7 plasters?
and i walked super duper slow from canteen 2 to busstop
zzz. knocked out totally on e bus
i dunnoe why. im always so tired

been having problems toking to *****
pray pray pray. wish wish wish
be frenz or dun tok pls. not half way
grrs..

i had my first assignment today
but i haven got my txt. HAHA

* im broke , who wans to sponsor me?

pay back my deprived sleep :D

and later shall do sumting on my files.
hohoho.

@ 2:31 PM


im dying of
my poly lyfe
my work
coming up is my cca

awww. i sumhow have no time to blog
but im happy wif my lyfe..
cos is fruitful ! :D:D
of getting lost in ngee ann..

@ 12:17 AM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Now at centrepoint mac , waiting for work at 5.30
Cant use e wireless at mac. I dunnoe why. Lousy placeeee

* update on ytd
A bad sunday I had.. Real bad
In e early morning. I went for work as usual
dat terence had some pms. And started picking on me
After not seeing me for a week
Wad e hell!
He orders ppl around and scold scold scold
When all he does is jus slackin
Scuker.. So wad if he is a full timer.
Not some manager or wad
Part I
Ter:U station ic. U nv make sure got enuff cups de ahh?
Me: is oni my second time doing station. =.--- I dun even noe lahz

Part 2
Ter: e table 10 customers wan to eat desert.. Shldnt u go clear e tables??
Me: I dunnoe they having desert now.. ( cos is William whu they order from)
* went to kip all e plates. Almost drop and break. He only noe how to stand n look
* when come back
Ter: stupid ah u.. next time be cleverer abit. Take a tray there to kip =.---
Study so much. Dunnoe how to use brain ting
* from far.. How I noe they got a lot of plates in their tables or not.
ZZ scuker

Part 3
* after eating wif yukhun and suraj, I took my bag and wanna go off
After clearing e plates and using tissue to wipe e table ( normal routine)
Ter: wei. U eat finish dun nid wipe e table ah?
Lyk u eat finish dun nid wipe ur mouth de mehx?
Me: huh? Wad ting?? ( cos I already wipe it!)
Ter: go take a cloth and wipe e table now
Yuk hun: dun care him
* tinkin he kidding.. I walked away.
Ter: oie. I asking you to wipe e table. I full timer, yuk hun part timer
I bigger hor.. U must listen to me. Go take a cloth and wipe
* e cloth are all in detergent container wif hot water
Me: …..and I din noe e container is wif detergent
I squeeze dry and wipe e table
( wet cloth no matter how u squeeze dry will still be wet)
Ter: wah.. So wet ah u wipe e table. If I customer I den dun wan to eat lahz
If u customer u wan sit here ?
Me: I haven wipe finish. Wait
Ter: complains complains complains. Lyk wad e shit he toking. Dunnoe wad lah
Ter: hey how u feel? Shuang ma?
Me: heh heh
* den I use tissue wipe off e wet table
Ter: stupid ah u.. use tissue wipe wet table. See got tissue bits
Be cleverer a bit lahz. Go take another cloth and wipe dry lahz.
Study so much dunnoe for wad
Me: continues to wipe dry.. ( don’t he noe tissue bits can wipe off at e end of it?)
Ter: go stock up e utensils ( when usually no one did de. Cos DUN NID)
Me: * kind-hearted. I went and make sure all got enuff
Ter: oie oie. My here oso.
*I haven even finish his oppo side lahz .. Scuker cant wait
Me: ignore him.. * finish and I put back e utensils
Ter: oie here not enuff tissues. There not enuff chopsticks.
Me: walks off ( cos I already make sure got enuff!)

I AM DAMN PISSED!
Why only I do.. Why oni today nid to stock up? Sucker.

Part 4
I LOST MY EZLINK after meeting wendy
=(

@ 12:12 AM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

she is having a short term memory.
suddenly. she doesnt rmb wad she is feeling right now
she oni noes is fading.

im falling sick
nono. im already sick
wanna vomit. and i cant breathe properly
feel lyk coughin everytime i breathe
arghs. heal me

alright. i conclude tt ive meet
WEIRD pple in my poly
e types of ppl tt i have never met b4 in my lyfe
... hopefully. i will love them.

and i bought a shoe heels today.
cost mi 27 bucks
but i love it. really!
my new sch shoe.
feeling kinda strange. wearing home clothes to sch

went worked. and met a new comer.
fang yang
she's nice to tok to :) im glad
hope she dun leave so fast

I WANT STREPSILS
kind souls pls mail it to my hse. -.-

@ 12:32 AM

Friday, April 21, 2006

has she really forgotten?
or is she juz muddleheaded?

i really wanna noe..
wad she is really thinking


been having a busy week i shld say
fruitful i guess
ive becum more independent
travelling to a so far sch alone. :D
im feeling excited for sch!
but contradicting it.
im feelin vexed at e clothes im gonna wear for sch

i need a bag. a shoe. clothes..
ahhh.. im broke
my textbks. my laptop case etc etc
money money fall from sky

abt my bAoc camp , ole 3
10 ppl turned up for my grp oni
pathetically small
6 gurls 4 guys
but amazingly.
one gurl is my sec sch fren
another gurl is my pri sch fren
another guy is my working fren
awww. wad shld i say? :D happy
at least i dun feel so odd.
and fred is in e same clz as me!
he says is his good luck
HAHAHAHAHA LOLLLL =X
edwin is sad.. cos he cannt see mi in lectures
and tutorials
he can oni see mi for one hr break in e whole wk
so he is crying :((

ok crapz aside.
i kept bumping into ben whenever he and mi is in sch
lucky or suay?
HAHA. in my dreams
i oso nv tink tt he will be in same poly as me
how lyfe can be funny sumtimes

had cca openhse today!
signed up for many many
touchrug. magnum force. dance sport.
npsu. premiers. nyaa chapter. canoe.
i dunnoe im juz having 3 mins fever
or im serious
but i wan a new change of my lyfe.
a new me. so yeah. im daring myself to try all these
YES I CAN DO IT!

and can u believe it?
wendy and i spent almsot an hr in a ulu shop
toking to old aunties and
looking at gurls' tings.
dun tink y y.
i mean cosmetics. :D

@ 10:12 PM


drink more water
drink more water
drink more water

I NEED SLEEP!

@ 1:37 AM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

bA orientAtion is a boree.


- is it better lyk tis?
a new lyfe. a new start
IM GONNA BE ENTHU :D:D:D

@ 10:59 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

sat.

worked whole day.
met jean and pat during my lunch breaks.
haha. missed them.
didn catch up much.
was supposed to find jean on sun
didn oso. =.-

had baptism celebration at safra toapayoh
haha. im so off dress. cos i didn attend e mass
so was juz in my tee and jeans
sang ktv. HAHA we all high siah..
and had buffet oso. niceee..
was already lyk 3am.
we went jorlyn's hse stayover
her hse was HORRIBLY messy

sun.
des jor me went her hse downstairs for prata. yums.
den i rushed for work again.
william dote on me a lot siahz
everythin oso help mi :D
haha thnx man.
work's much nicer wif u ppl arnd
e ***** didn come work today.
gd man...... :D happae.

wanted to meet jas after work
but in e end we din..
i missed her :(

* pics time
remember e east coast outing? XD




chuifong trying to take it at diff angles



lyk indian bollywood trees



edwin says. im too nice for ur camera


our prettay legs



e nice beach wif e soon to rain sky


me and mongling.. nice pic. i lyk.


after mac...


i looked hmm.. weird here. LOL but i love tis pic


kay. sumting rong wif e sizing.



me and mongbirdbird. our bikes :D


they says it can be cd cover. wad u say?


ours better. xD


im dreaming?? so ugly
but i do look slim here .. lol


when ppl get spastic and high


we tried to be artistic


chill.. haha


me in my bike..


- end -

@ 3:25 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

we're not rude
we're not mean
we got cheer for e other teams

go titans, go out e door
go nage, go scrub e floor
go oanes, ure number 4

METHEUS METHEUS WE WAN MORE!

brief ones for my camp.
=)) first day was boring..
mainly waiting and waiting.
was from p3 but got transferred to p1
am glad :D
ooh. nitewalk was fun!
b4 that they show us ghost video clips in tt building
lol
and show us eye 10 and exorcism of emily rose
wthh lahz
den was wif ami.joanne and one.
haha. we acci. sprayed light stick liquid on e "ghost" eye
LOL den e other grp. wah lauz.. whack e ghost lah
..
and bathing time was 3am in e morning
they squeezed 5 ppl in one cubicle lor. WTH
slept at 4 =.-

second day was funner.
LOL. we got games..
cheered and cheered.
got geisha game haha. choked on e flour lahz.
but we din get to play waterfall wif detergent and white milky liquid.
and e butter wall..wif cooking oil.
slept damn early. 12 plus =.-

third day.. got water games
haha bombing territories.
lol. was wet lahz..
we all got scolded for using mud water
and pouring whole bucket of water at enemy
oanes and titans alliance wif us to attack naga
haha and den. we got water games
captain ball and unknown game in e pool
=))
and then is campfire!!!!!!
it rox lahz..
we got e first for e longest line. LOL
screamed and screamed and cheered..
after tt got disco nite.
lyk clubbing siah
everyone was shaking and shaking.
haha no lights out..
so we all spent e time in e stadium

gossip. played card games. listen to songs wif andy
in e end i only slept half an hr on e TRACK

fourth day. took fotos and cheered again.
den got mass dance and prize presentation
haha we got e laypa one and e forget wad le. lol
took our gifts from gls
den went for dinner together.
mac =.-

went home after tt..
sumting happened..
but not convenient to say
sucker man e person

overall. frenz are nicee..
except sum stucked up ones. =))

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worked today. and die.
broke a glass.
and spilled twice.
my gosh. stunned lahz..
know a new fren. wirda
she is niceeeeest gurl i noe at my workplace man
and william is nice.. he taught mi how to carry
=.- and he kept watchin over mi
den suraj. he kept offering mi tings to eat
haha. i dun lyk anthony.. scuker..
des is nicee..and hidayah is so fierce. man =.-

feeling down but feeling happy
i dunnoe wad im tinking =(

* post pics when i got it :)

@ 11:18 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

pple!! im back from ngee ann CAMP! =))

PROMETHEUS 1 , WE ROCKS!

*update tomorrow. tiredddddddddddddddddddddddd

@ 9:53 PM

Saturday, April 08, 2006

infatuation to me = a short term liking
not ..

had work again today.
william is nicee
he helped mi a great deal
and taught mi lots of tings
altho we dun tok much
he is always there when i needed help
thanks =))

realise my collegues education all not veh high
dun really understand wad they say -.-

oh yah. my lappy arrived.
happy but pek wif all e settings

alright. no mood to blog more.
bye pple.

@ 5:13 PM

Friday, April 07, 2006

im sorry..
i din noe i hurt u tis much
all along i tot
it was juz ur infatuation

i really hope e best for u.
that u will find e one
whu truly loves u.

best wishes.


------------------------------------------------------
im off to work.

@ 4:11 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

out wif marcus e fatty ass :P:P
it was enjoyable. =))
i love u.sweeet
BUT WE BOTH GOT REALLY FAT
how i wished everyting is back to e past
cos we ate seoul garden
and swensen's ice cream cake
so sinful.
however,, it was really niceee. LOL
thanks to me hor!? ;)
e smile e lufter e memories e familiar you
i wish we can go out more often. even if is juz frenz
happy, u lyk e pressie. LOL!
dont turn out on mi anymore pls

=)) e details are left unspoken


@ 11:11 PM


ahhh.. a tiring tiring day
my legs are killing me!


haha started my new job today
hoho. tell u wad. is EXCITING xD
des e manager was nicee
terence e fulltimer was veh frendly
ahha they both taught mi all e tings today
really damn nice..
suras tok craps wif mi. HAHA. he is funneh
den got these two part timer gurls
they dao mi..
=.- hahaa so sad lahz.
but in e end.. one of e gurl tok to mi. :))
she is nice too.. ahah altho she got a daooooo face.
but another one. nv care mi
faints.

oh yahz.. i was e soup and pita bread runner.
first time i spilled e soup..
second time i drop e spoon
third time i pass!
it was a scary experience

but my working ppl are sweet.
they get e food from e conveyor belt
and give mi eat..
terence make e signature drink for mi too!
damn nice.. must go eat k!!!??
aiwo at raffles city shopping centre!
haha and. terence and suras is cute! xD

mini cashier outing! XD




okok. went to meet edwin to buy slipper wif him
he is a scuky guy tt oni noe how to stare at them
haha bought one finally..
and headed to east coast to meet e meng and cf

mong mong bird and june june bird =D


me winnie jas mongbird sheila cf!


pp were staring at mi.. thinking
"whu e hell will wear jeans to east coast?!"
changed and we rented bikes
1 hr rent 1 hr free :D:D cf's fav

dAMN IRRITATING i tell u
when we cycle = rain
when we nv cycle = nv rain
took lots of pics:))
cf kip complaining her hair going centre parting le
and mong kip complain she going botak
LOL she will scream tt she dun wan becum botak
when e rain comes. LOL
and we stop at lots of shelter to protect her hair=X

ooh tis crzee guy tok diff language to us
dialect chi and eng
i wanna faint

den den on our way back.. e RAIN damn heavy kkkkk
cannot even see properly.
i almost tot i will slip and die.
was totally drenched cos no shelter!
and edwin bike kept giving him problems
LOL by giving out WEIRD noises.
haha and he is really blind
cos we can wipe away e rain from our face
he got specs. LOL cannot even see
i wonder would he bumped into tree.
HAHAaa
and cf got a problem of cycling
LOL always ended up last
and poorrrrr mi
i got smaller wheels so i have to cycle more rounds
to be e same dist. as them.
im dying. really

and edwin nv give mi umbrella to cycle
im sick lehhxxx.. he still so mean
haha give mong lor..
haiiz. he is guilty now.

returned e bike late. LOL
cf tot e person will charge us double man!
haha.
and i even ask e man for tissue.
alright. saw james' fren and she got mi tissues
thanks babe :D

den we do crazee tings.. lyk pressing e hand dryer
and put our head below to dry our hair
and then drying our butts.
LOL passerby are lyk tinking we are weirdos.
aww.
edwin is dumb.
changed shirt nv change shorts = no use
sheila joined us after tis
we aate mac. and tok rubish
lol. again. we took lots of pics at e undergrnd.
mad ppl lahhz!
and a damn cool pic of edwin and cf lor..
really nice
ahha can be sum cd album cover lor
( but must sensor their face)
HAHA spoils it all *diaos
:D

i tell u. sheila photographing skills is gd man.
unlyk edwin cf and meng
mine's e best of cos! ;)

and and. mong is terrible. she must move 24 hrs
if not she will feel sumwhere is wrong
-sighs.
HAHAA

alright.. parted and tis man tok to us when we at e bus stop
edwin freaked out.
LOL he timid mahz.
i hopped onto my bus and bye byeeeeee
noe wad. i wet e whole seat..
so paiseh LORS!
i hope no one sits at it later on.. =X
why wet? cos my butt is wet =.-
nv dry de my shorts. grrrs

and yeah. cf say im xiao bu dian !
haha and mong is dA bu dian!
so cf is zhong bu dian? HAHAAHAHHA


and yahz.. so.. IM DONE WIF TODAY LONG ENTRY
a fruitful daee wif my lovies =))))
will post e pics when i have it

my popular peeps

i miss themmmmm <3

@ 12:18 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

happy daeee =)))))))))

catched a movie wif clarice!
she .. "hahaha" truout e whole show manz.
hor clar? *cheeky

rotted arnd and i saw JANICE!
omgggg.. missed her damn lots lahz..
she sell sausages. =.- lyk auntie lehx she.
hoho. she going same sch as mi! :D

went to far east and shopped again..
but wif a motive one lahz.. shhh
saw sihah sirah maria and jana.
hoho.. unexpected.
sirah SICK again.. aiyoo

and as usual. clar is born hungry ghost
so we go hunting for food..
guess waddddddddddddddddddddd
we saw DARCY. den ESMOND
den DARYL .. WEIKANN ALVAN and VICTOR!!
hahaha.. damn damn damn high manz..
cos we missed them damn lots lahz..
our cjc mad hse ppl. haha tok lots of lame stuffs.
saw BRIAN and MARCUS oso. haha. they neva change lahzz
juz tt victor hair lyk go for straightening manz. haha SUPER STRAIGHT lor
ok lahz.. feel kinda outta place. cos they all in UNI!!! mi in home clothes =.-
im named as e super slacker woman.
=.- awww fine

and we bought fried mars bars and shilin tempura chicken.
goshhhhhhh. so nice cans! *Satisfied.

we headed to mac and got a LARGE drink
den tis 3 malay guys kajiao mi
=.- im toking to clarice lor.. den they were lyk
u toking to mi? den they very happy lyk tt.. den they kip disturbing mi lahz.
den i was holding a drink. one of them said. u buy it for mi de ahz?
wahhhh *faints. they kip staring at us lor. so uneasy

went to cc but dun have e course i wan :(
oh yah. tis guy =.- he kip following mi. WHEREVER I GO
so obvious lor..
made mi have to make big big big big rounds to get rid of him
i tink he got tired
hahaha tt's why

oooo got pics. but wif clarice! so.. laters

* i declare that im broke :(

@ 9:35 PM

Monday, April 03, 2006

What the hell is she thinking ??

She always tell herself, nothing is impossible,
but it seems lyk she is lying.

Impossible to let go
Impossible to get over
Impossible for YOU to come back


hoho meeting my dog nephew. my babe and my darling soon..
LOL yaya joe kh and jas

laters :))
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*UPDATE (3rd apr)

headed far east today!
KNOW WAD?
a guy came to us and ask us be models
HAHA. we?! models? funny =.-
ate at kfc. and we had lame talks.
we laughed and tok damn loudly lah.. ZZ
jas fault. HAHAA.

hmm. supposed to meet mong.
but went shopping in e end
ahha. GUESS WAD GUESS WAD?!~!
i bought two tops!
ahhaa one is lyk.. hmm green $27.. yah
and another one is.. black $15. ahhaa
i look mature. and. a bit ..hmmm
*faints
but i realllyyyy love them lots.. :))
my cure for mood swings. hahaha

ok i dun rmb wad i did le. =.- i only noe jas and i tried lots of clothes..
love them all. but.. cant afford them so HOHO :D

@ 12:18 PM

craps
Sunday, April 02, 2006

jas: do u noe u're juz a fullstop in my lyfe?
me: HUH!?~ not at least half e book meh?
jas: are u dreaming?
me: nvm. ure juz less than a fullstop in my lyfe? GRRS
jas: nvm. at least im not a space :D


LOL. how crappy we can be on e fone manz.
chatted lyk 2 hrs wif her ytd midnight?!
she loves mi lots cos im her lullaby.
* faints

alright. edwin is a scuker
he says my blog is all not aligned
messy everywhere
tis canot see tt canot see
but u noe wad?
is his ie fault in e end
-.- nearly gave mi a heart attack

hoho.. im so looking forward to campus superstar laters!
watch hor ppl.

and one more ting.
I PAINTED MY NAILS GREEN
a happy colour yeah? :P:P

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things getting out of hand , getting scarier..
I WANNA FAINT!

@ 6:17 PM

my works.
Saturday, April 01, 2006

i wanna start afresh
get away from this world
e pains ppl gave
is so so much more than i can bear
e wounds inflicted on me
e agony tt im suffering

who really understands ?

each time i try standin up myself
again , sumone push mi down
wad do u pple really wan?
let me off , and get lost

stop making me happy for a moment
and then, kick mi aside e next min

forget it if u ppl treat mi lyk a trash.
i dont need u

@ 2:22 PM

CHENPEI

turning 18 on 19th October , currently studying in Ngee Ann Poly BFS. on first impression, i tend to be quiet. But im actually ULTRA retarded and crazy! LISTEN, im not e typical girl next door. so..
LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM

Y

LOVE my..
family.dumbdumb.darlings.
twinnie.gdFREN.salny.
mummy.hippo.clarice.roy.
brother.kahhong.joe.
jasmine.shermin.

N
people who break their promises, insensitive shit & ungentlemen.


<3 i can see my future .. ((: <3 lolipops and MORE lolipops

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♥ clarice e sweetie
♥ benedict e da bao
♥ peiwen my good fren
♥ wendy e hippo
♥ weiting my mummy
♥ weehoon e aiyoyo
♥ peizhen e notSOlucky
♥ dionne my twinnie
♥ huilin e doglover
♥ kahhong my babe
♥ sirah e TALL one
♥ sihah e SHORT one LOL
♥ salny my emo queen
♥ weeling e lioness
♥ cecilia e bum
♥ bernice e cheesefries
♥ edwin e whiteone

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